Fustration, Acceptation, Fusion, Explosion...

Those are the 4 words that would best resume the wonderful night I have spent in your company...

Fustration....
You will maybe be surprised to read this world or maybe not... Was not easy for me to start the session. First your outfit was quite impressive, intimidating, putting a bit of distance maybe. Then, for the photo shooting, there was another person in the room and I had a bit of difficulty to forget this presence.

After I put ankle cuff, stockings and panties, the session then started. First you put me a leather hood, and I loved that. Was really tight but fiting perfectly and I was feeling quite good with it.
And you offer me your feet... something I was waiting for a long time, I was really looking for offering you a nice feet worship session as I thing I am pretty good for that.
Anyway, with the hood, I was not able to feel anything... I could very difficultly use my tongue to touch them, but could not kiss them, feel them as I wanted too.
I have tried to do my best anyway to take care of your feet but that was very frustating for me as I could not take pleasure and I had the feeling to have not provided your feet the best massage...

Then after a short time you decided it was enough (probably because you were not fully satisfied by me). You put me a leather collar, removed the hood, put me some leather gloves so that I was not able to use my hands anymore, opened the cage and let me install in it. You closed the cage... I was trapped...

Acceptation...
This cage was perfect for me : not too big and not too small. I was pretty well in it. Feeling I was at my place, where I wanted to be, at your disposal, not causing you any trouble, just waiting, being ready for when you will decide to come back.
I did not sleep at all during the night. Not because I have not been able to, but because I decided to : I did not want to waste any second of this memorable night. I was fully focused on you, hearing your voice, your move, your laugh, hearing you walking with nude feet, with heels, drinking,... trying to guess how long I will spend there, when you will come back... was a great moment.

Then you came back (no idea of how long I stayed in the cage), dressed in a wonderful blue outfit, sooo nice, with your hair free this time.
You sat in front of the cage, looking at me, very seriously, and you talked to me, expressing your disapointment regarding my previous performance, my involvment taking care of your feet.
That was the first very strong moment of this session for me : it changes completely my mind.
I understood that I was in the wrong mood when starting the session : I was trying to take pleasure with my own fantasy, forgetting that I was there first to please you, to satisfy your desires before mines. Thank you my Lady to have helped me to understand this, and put me in the right direction.

To please you, I knew now that I needed to be fully focused on you, your desire, your pleasure, being attentive of each of your movement, breathing, and adapt to it, trying to guess and anticipate all your wishes... Forgetting me completely, just trying to be the extension of your will... Accepting this, fully, with no restriction.

After you let me out of the cage, you asked me to take care of your feet again. You put on the hood  (that I will then keep until the end of the night....). With the gloves and hood, I could not feel anything this time, not even with my hands, but I was prepared to that, fully accepting it. Ready to ignore my frustation, but fully concentrated on your feet, your wishes and desires ... and in fact, surprisingly, it was a very intense moment for me, probably even stronger as if I had no hood nor gloves (but pleaaase forget this sentence for next time, and allow me to kiss your nude feet freely with passion....pleease)

You encouraged me in that direction. I felt I was in the right track now and was so proud of that.
You continue then playing with the whip : I loved that moment. I guess you did not play too much not to make too visible marks on my butt. For next time, you will be allowed to play more if you wish , even if it means keeping some marks on my butt for several days (but I will not remind you that, you will have to remember it).
Then you started playing with my nipples, a sweet and nice moment, a mix of pleasure and pain. I was excited to endure this pain for you. I guess you could hear that ;) and I could feel the pleasure you took doing that... A great moment for me. I was hoping at this time that you will play again with my nipple (and I have not been disappointed !).
I totally forgot there was still someone in the room taking pictures...

Then you stopped and put me in my cage again (keeping the hood this time...mmmm).

Fusion...
I was feeling very strange when I enter the cage. Completely aroused, a bit lost and worried to know you will leave soon the room. I wanted to stay close to you, to feel you, to endure pain for you...
It is as if I had to re-enter my own body to become myself again... which took quite some time after you left the room... and not even sure it happened as I was so attentive to you and all the noise I could hear from you, trying to maintain this connection, despite the distance...

(wouaw, I had to make a little break at this point. I forgot that specific moment and reminding and writing it was so much emotions....)

A great moment for me....

I heared the photograph leaving the studio and after a few moment, you finally entered the room and I was so happy of that. Fully ready this time. I felt a bit like a dog that sees his mistress coming back atfer a few days...

You were wearing another leather black outfit this time, with wonderful boots and a nice ponytail.
I would just like to thank you again for that. I really really appreciate seeing you in different outfit and look. I really enjoyed the effort you made. I thought at the beginning that you were dressed differently for the photos, but now there were no photos anymore, I knew that it was not only for that.

White/Red, then blue, now black... probably there was a meaning to that...

What hapenned next is difficult for me to describe...you restrict my movement with a nice bondage, and then you blindfolded me.
At this time I was not able to see you, with the hood restricting my feelings, with the leather gloves so I could not touch you or at least feel you and I was bondaged (but could still walk).
All this had the completely opposite effect of what I could imagine before.
Instead of putting some distances between us, I have never felt so close from you.
i could still smell and hear you, feel your body on mine and I was totally focused on you, totally attentive to you, becoming crazy when you were taking some distance, completely aroused when you were approaching...
You put me some high heels (I was sit down on a confortable chair)... How could you have think of doing that at this moment ? I really loved that, and particularly at this moment. I could not explain why.. Maybe because I have a big fetish for high heels and wearing them. Maybe and probably also because you wanted to see me wearing heels...

You played quite some time with me like that, with my nipples again, with wax, with your nails, with probably something else I did not see.
I wanted you to continue to play with me to make me endure pain for you, to keep me near from you...
Not being able to see and use my hands greatly increased the other senses and imagination.
I am sure you have felt how strong this moment was for me, as I have felt it was also for you...

To be honest, I hesitate to write this, because I knew I cannot really describe what exactly happened and I am not even sure to understand it : it just happened and I am so proud of it.

After this great moment, you decided to reward me. You guided me to the shower, let me lay down and offers me a nice golden shower... A delicious moment to me, so hot and sensual. I was feeling so honored of that, really. I could see you in your eyes at this time. I could see how much you were proud of me... such a softness moment...

Explosion...
After a quick shower, back in the room, you installed me on the floor, in the bodybag. I was fully restricted this time, blindfolded again, still with the same hood that did not leave my head since several hours, which I was happy and proud to still wear.
You let me like that for a moment. I have absolutely no idea of how much time. I do not even remember exactly what I was thinking at this moment... A moment out of time and space...
I think I was just very well, my mind was empty, feeling to be at my place, to be yours, just yours...

Then you came back,providing me caresses and sweetness.
You made my nipple accessible and continue to play with them again. They were so sensitive at this moment but wanted you to continue playing again and again.
I think you put me some nipple clamps, but not fully sure of that.
I knew that I will feel some pain on my nipples for some times after the session... and I wanted to endure that pain so I can feel it longer.... so that I keep something from you for the following days.
After 5 days I cannot feel pain anymore :(((( I am sad about that...

You then made my cock accessible and start playing with me... Teasing and denial... you have done that quite well ;)
Even that I was not in control of it. You were controlling my desire, taking pleasure of that. I have the feeling that you played that game a lonnng time... Then you decide to let me explode, and decide the moment also.... I let everything goes out

Then we had a great moment together, with a lot of softness, hugs, small kisses, letting me the time to recover...to come back to earth... Despite I was not exactly in the same mood, I was still feeling so much nice things for you, I was so graceful  for what happened during that night.
Your eyes were incredible during that time... I could feel plenty of things inside them....or maybe was just a mirror and I was looking into mines ? But was there even a difference....

slave cris,

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